A Strange Sense Of Disillusionment
I had rather an odd weekend, which has left me feeling slightly at odds with myself over some "interpersonal matters". It's hard to put into words without going into all the details, which I don't want to do here, but in a nutshell I found myself being treated in a way that I consider fairly shoddy, but the shoddiness of which I suspect passed the other party or parties involved by completely.
So now I don't know whether to make as big a deal of it with them as I feel I should, or just move on, acknowledging for myself at least that it's time to revise my view of the relationship and behave within it differently and perhaps more appropriately.
I know that none of this makes any sense to you, and don't worry about it - this is just me starting to work something through in my head.